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She sauntered around the room, brushing her finger on the settled dust on the placid bedstand. How many days had gone by since she had seen another adult? She wondered.
The dredge and the humdrum were now drowning into a routine that she could not shake off. She drank the old room around her, not bohemium or minimalistic or too fancy. It was a standard room as any room can be.
A large diwan in the centre, a cupboard and a common bedstand. Nothing too fancy. Nothing too cheap.
Just enough.
But now this room looked enough and dreadful for her. She wanted to spread her wings, and she wanted to fly. She wanted to taste worldly flavours, and she wanted to go out.
She pulled her hair behind and secured them in a pony. Tied her dupatta to her waist and took substantial steps towards her destiny.
"You really shouldn't," the laid-back voice behind her spoke, and she turned around.
The young man was lying on the bed, wearing a lose red T-shirt and his cargo shorts. And his sleepy eyes were staring at the phone in his hand.
For a moment, she froze in her steps, and her eyes widened. "Shayan! what are you doing here?"
"What do you mean babes," he spoke, in a husky voice, his eyes still not deviating from his phone, "I was here all along."
She scratched her scalp for a moment pondering at him. Her eyes darted from him to the room. Was he there all along?
"No, you weren't," she exclaimed, "Or were you?"
'Whatever..." he scoffed, busy tweedling his thumbs on the phone.
She moved on to rub her chin and eyeing him very closely. He had started sneaking up on her lately, appearing at odd hours and not paying attention.
But she could swear he was not here before. She brushed her hand to her head, hoping to rub off the headache away. But then her task at hand came to her focus, and she shot,
"Why shouldn't I go out?" she said, "Why do you want to control me?"
He looked at her briefly from his phone and then his eyes darted back to the device, "I don't want to control you babes, but you know why you can't go out."
She fumbled and started cleaning under her long nails. Her foot was shifting in its position. She stood there, staring at her feet.
Thinking. Why did Shayan have such a controlling effect on her? Surely, she could break-free and go out.
She turned around and looked at the closed door. Beyond the brass door handle was a whole new world, and here she was stuck in the room with Shayan who had more things to do than look at her.
He was probably having an online argument with someone pointless.
"Its Jogi," Shayan said, softly, his eyes still glued to his mobile phone.
"What did you say?" she turned to him and sucked air through her teeth.
He finally stopped thumbing his phone, looked up and stretched his arms. He stifled a yawn.
"Come back to bed, baby," he said in a soft voice, 'You cannot go out. Jogi won't let you."
She started chewing on her nail as the words sunk into her mind. Yes, the problem is not Shayan, it's Jogi. He always sat outside the door, urging her to go back in.
Shayan patted the bed next to him and smiled, "This is soft and warm, outside is cold and uncomfortable, you know what you want, right?"
She kept chewing her nail, her eyes darting from him to her feet.
"I can take down Jogi if I want too...," she muttered, her voice soft and always tuning out towards the end of the sentence.
"No, you can't," Shayan shot.
"No, I can't," she repeated.
"I am telling you, come back to bed, have a siesta and then we can talk...," Shayan replied. He beamed. She responded with a smile.
With slow steps, she returned to the bed, wrapped herself in the soft duvet and pulled it over. She gleamed at the brown eyes of Shayan who was now smiling, "Want me to sing you a lullaby?"
She nodded. Who doesn't like a lullaby?
"Will you be around when I wake up?" she asked him, earnestly—her voice betraying her mistrust at his intentions.
"Sure, I will," Shayan smiled, running his fingers on her forehead, "I will be here whenever you need me."
She smiled. Her eyes were slowly drifting into dreamland and sinking into Shayan's soulful voice. So engrossed she became in his voice that she hardly noticed the bronze handle turn and the door open a bit.
A lady peeped inside and pulled her head out as fast as it had entered. The lady returned out, locking the door and turned to her colleague, "No, Jogi today, she is only talking to Shayan."
The colleague holding the clipper and notes in her hand said, "She even finished the argument sooner than every day. That's new."
"We could call it progress," the colleague scribbled, "But I hardly think that has any difference in her overall status."
"No, of course," the first one nodded, "We have to keep her under observation until she stops seeing Shayan."
They both shrugged and closed the file on inmate no. 9123 and moved on.
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